Tears... when do they stop?

When do the tears stop?

I can't honestly remember the last day i haven't cried - for sure. I'm thinking it must have happened... I must have had tear free days... I know for a fact i had no tears the last week of Sept when we were away... but before that? and since that? i don't know.

isn't that CRAZY?

It's not FULL OUT crying - not the ugly cry everyday or anything like that... but sadness still.

I have a serious problem that i think way too much... must work on that.