I just can't -

catch up.

so much to do.
so far behind.
emotionally drained.


what's one more day? A LOT when you asking yourself that every single day... BUT if i don't sleep NOW - nothing will get done....

I NEED A HOLIDAY far far away where i have NOTHING to think about.

I just got off the phone with my sister. She was talking about putting a scrapbook together of her recent travels... she says "but i probably wont do it till i get to mexico..." cause she's about to be gone again.

Imagine, living life so relaxed?
I can only dream. SO why did i create THIS life for myself?? It doesn't seem to add up...?!


i can't think anymore. i need a [mental] break.

Maybe, just maybe - then i would stop crying sometimes?