7dp3dt
I think? I forget how to count -- but i think that's right. My 3dt was one week ago today.
I'm freaking out. Today I had a complete meltdown. I cannot function with this much stress. I had an axiety attack (or something like it) this morning and about 2 hours later I started cramping... nice... I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO RELAX DAMN IT.
It hasn't been "like THIS" the whole time -- this morning I woke up with just a feeling of "ok, enough is enough."
To think I have four full days before I POAS. arh.
Oh -- and I made a rookie mistake a few days ago... I googled something like "2ww and severe pain" (cause i was havind weird pains) AND.... didn't put IVF in the search. I get results from you guessed it.... women who have been TTC for.... um.... a month or two. I hadn't seen anything of that nature in YEARS!! (cause i'm usually vigilant about what i search for!) It didn't actually bug me much but I closed the browser quickly in any case.
How I'll make it until Thursday morning to test is beyond me. I'd test sooner if I knew it would be positive just to put me out of this misery -- but I KNOW that the results on thursday will at the very least be accurate. So I should wait till then. A false negative would kill me as much as a real neg. i think.
Can you say... stressed??? omg.
I'm freaking out. Today I had a complete meltdown. I cannot function with this much stress. I had an axiety attack (or something like it) this morning and about 2 hours later I started cramping... nice... I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO RELAX DAMN IT.
It hasn't been "like THIS" the whole time -- this morning I woke up with just a feeling of "ok, enough is enough."
To think I have four full days before I POAS. arh.
Oh -- and I made a rookie mistake a few days ago... I googled something like "2ww and severe pain" (cause i was havind weird pains) AND.... didn't put IVF in the search. I get results from you guessed it.... women who have been TTC for.... um.... a month or two. I hadn't seen anything of that nature in YEARS!! (cause i'm usually vigilant about what i search for!) It didn't actually bug me much but I closed the browser quickly in any case.
How I'll make it until Thursday morning to test is beyond me. I'd test sooner if I knew it would be positive just to put me out of this misery -- but I KNOW that the results on thursday will at the very least be accurate. So I should wait till then. A false negative would kill me as much as a real neg. i think.
Can you say... stressed??? omg.
posted by Winnifred at 8:47 PM
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The wait is horrible.
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Sorry you're so stressed. Telling yourself to relax doesn't help, does it? ;-)
Happy waiting. :-)
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