CD14: Anxiety Attacks?
Today I had mini panic attacks all day from nerves. I am SO scared of the embryologist's call on Thursday. TERRIFIED. It can't be normal!?
I can't remember being THIS nervous last time....
I feel like I have WAY too much riding on this.
On sat. i started a drug for four days. Today I took the last one. I think that's what triggered it all this morning, when I saw the bottle had ONE lonely pill in it. ALREADY?! The transfer is in TWO days?!
Tomorrow I had a day planned with friends & their kids - but both had to cancel. On one hand I can't help but feel like this is a sign of bad things. On the other hand -- I wanted to do a photoshoot with my kiddos -- and now it's like i've been given the extra time to do that before the transfer. Maybe that's a sign of good?
Can you tell i'm a nervous reck?!
I can't remember being THIS nervous last time....
I feel like I have WAY too much riding on this.
On sat. i started a drug for four days. Today I took the last one. I think that's what triggered it all this morning, when I saw the bottle had ONE lonely pill in it. ALREADY?! The transfer is in TWO days?!
Tomorrow I had a day planned with friends & their kids - but both had to cancel. On one hand I can't help but feel like this is a sign of bad things. On the other hand -- I wanted to do a photoshoot with my kiddos -- and now it's like i've been given the extra time to do that before the transfer. Maybe that's a sign of good?
Can you tell i'm a nervous reck?!
posted by Winnifred at 10:08 PM
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ILL BE THINKING ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!! good luck lady. (tapshoe)
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